What happened to me recently? I have screwed up a lot of things. Last week I got the "last warning" from PBA (Perbadanan Bekalan Air Pulau Pinang) as we didn't pay the bill last month. I am so fed up as I was thinking why they can't send a soft warning before the last warning? Sometimes people can be forgetful, how can they be so unconsiderate? I think I am more fed up with myself, how can I forget the pay the bill but still remember to collect the payment from housemates? Luckily one of my housemate is good enough to help me to go the counter to pay (no choice, HAVE to go to counter).
Next, I donate some money to World Vision but forgot to print screen the transaction slip. After that only I realise I didn't see the instruction properly, without the print screen, they will consider the donation is from anonymous. SO SAD! All I want is just the picture folder of the child and his/her details! Why am I being so careless?
The new thing that I screwed up happened to my working environment. I talked something to big boss, big boss misunderstand, then my boss come to talk to me. I try to explain, though we clarify the misunderstand, but still it doesn't solve my problem. I am still having the same problem after going such a big circle. Aikss.......may be I am just an unmature kid who is shouting "I wannt grow up!". Why can't I express myself well? Why can't I do what I like to do? Why can't I like what I do? Why do have to think so much? Does thinking much help to solve problem or create disaster? ah.......................once again, I wanna escape!
